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"Nobody encirlce me, I need to be taken down" Tegan and Sara
2007-08-09, 12:45 p.m.

Ok. 2 things I'm nervous about and one experience i'd like to share.

Nervousness:

1) I take the GRE. Tomorrow. Friday. at 12:00. This test will either aid me or completley kill me financially and academically. I'm actually not as nervous about it as I should be. I know what to expect. I've been studying.

2)I've recorded (alabeit badly) a bunch of songs, and will be showcaseing them FOR THE FIRST TIME. I mean it's not a big deal, it's just some people i know listening on a stero (good rhyming right there!) to jargon. but whatever. It's still a bit unnerving.

and my experience.

3) I went to the dentist the other day and they gave me too much nitrous and I was literally drugged silly. I didn't laugh (i dont think) and I didn't do anything weird thank god, but I felt separate of my head. Like i was being sucked into my body. And the only thing I could think of the whole time was going back inside my head, like there was some freaky cavern and i wanted to delve deeper into whatever caves where there. And I kept repeating to myself, write this down, write this down, write this down, like a mantra, a chant so I wouldn't forget something really important, or that I felt was really important. I kept thinking of Lord Byron, and Mary Shelly, the opium addicted writers. I guess I kind of see where they're coming from, of course Byron died young and undiscovered for a long time, and Mary Shelly is now required reading for freshman high school classes, but whatever.

Then i threw up because I was naseous as fuck, they had to stop the whole procedure and I went home and slept for 8 hours straight. Dentists suck.

I am NEVER doing that again.

that's it. I'm going back to study. Check out Tegan and Sara. The Con (on "The Con" album, and Iknowiknowiknow (on "So Jelous") is my favorite by them.

enjoy.

"The Con" Tegan and Sara

I listened in
Yes I'm guilty of this
You should know this
I broke down and wrote you back
Before you had a chance to
Forget forgotten
I am moving past this giving notice
I have to go
Yes I know the feeling,
Know you're leaving
Calm down, I'm calling you to say
I'm capsized, staring on the edge of safe
Calm down, I'm calling back to say
I'm home now
I'm coming around, coming around
Nobody likes to but I really like to cry
Nobody likes me
Maybe if I cry
Spelled out your name and lists the reasons
Pain of heart
Don't call me back
I imagine you when I was distant
Non-insistent
I follow suit and layed out on my back Imagine that
A million hours left to think of you
And think of that
Calm down, I'm calling you to say
I'm capsized, staring on the edge of safe
Calm down, I'm calling back to say
I'm home now
And coming around, coming around
Nobody likes to but I really like to cry
Nobody likes me
Maybe if I cry
Encircle me, I need to be, taken down
Encircle me, I need to be, taken down
Encircle me, I need to be, taken down
Nobody likes to
But I really like to cry
Nobody likes me
Maybe if I cry
Nobody Encircle me, I need to be, taken down

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